I came back today from a very exciting meeting in regards to a joint venture.

I did my usual moves of logging in online and move around the various sites and monitor conversations. I stumbled upon a blog post which was about a colleague of mine who was speaking at an event and was delighted to be a part of this event.

The person who was hosting the event is one of these people which for some reason rubs me the wrong way, my gutt turns each time I come accross his profile but we are in the same industry and being the quiet person I am, often shy and while people think I am extremely confident, I’m actually a very shy person which is extremely challenging when you are trying to build and grow your business.

While reading the post, I felt left behind, I felt that I had missed out on the wave.  I felt frustrated because of my inability to step out and take the plundge.  It’s a deep enormous fear that surrounds me an energy force that leaves me paralized, what is this fear?  I would imagine it is fear of rejection really or the fear of making a fool of myself.  Why is this?  Where does this come from? I keep asking myself.  I need to find a solution to this intense fear so that I can soar like an eagle.

What keeps you back, what is the one thing you could change that would make a difference in your life?  I know mine is this big hurdle, the stumbling block that keeps me from being the best I can be.  I have read many books, listened to many people, tried NLP, and I have yet to find the “something” that can help me break through this enormous barrier, something is missing, or I’m just not getting it.

Romany